On Procrastination and Commitment
Designing a sweater for yourself can be a nerve-wracking undertaking. Yes, I have Donna Druchunas’ hand holding via Ethnic Knitting Discovery (EKD), along with many other experienced and talented authors of books such as Knitting in the Old Way (KITOW), The Knitter’s Handy Book of Sweater Patterns (KHBSP), and Designing Knitwear, I even have the ear and inbox of some other experienced and talented knitters who knit with me weekly such as Amanda, Ashley, and Deb (in alphabetical order so as to not offend). Yet I’ve had the yarn for probably nearly a month now and I hadn’t cast on.
Yes, I did have for a while a more pressing deadline project, though it required different physical and mental muscles than my Norwegian Boatneck project which could have been a welcome break from the other tasks. Yet, I never turned to this project for my break knitting. Yes, it will require more attention than socks. Yes, it required some calculations and re-planning due to the huge difference in row gauge from what I expected and what I actually got. But, really with only an hour or so of effort the sweater would be ready to get started on (if I hadn’t switched spreadsheet software anyway). In fact, since I plan to knit the sleeves first to double check my gauge with my oversized swatch, I could have cast on with less calculations and re-planning. Yet, I didn’t.
I had decided last week that I would cast on and get started on Monday. As of Thursday afternoon I still hadn’t committed to the final measurements of the sweater and thus hadn’t refined the original design or cast-on. Instead, I’ve logged most of my stashed handspun on Ravelry. I’ve caught up on my Ravelry groups. I’ve caught up on my blog reading (mostly). I’ve spun more yarn for a project I want to knit, but didn’t really have time to spin for or knit right now. I’ve checked and rechecked sizing for similarly constructed sweaters in magazines, on-line, and in books. I’ve measured all of my non-ribbed sweaters in my closet, none of which are constructed in the same manner as my Norwegian Boatneck will be, so it doesn’t help me that much to know their measurements.
I do have some decisions made. It will be a modified drop shoulder, boatneck sweater with picot hems at the cuff and body bottom. The colors have been chosen (duh, if the yarn has been here for a month). I am going to put some shaping in because the mid-section will just be lice, which accommodates shaping just fine and plus-sized bods that have shaping should have plus-sized clothes that have some shaping, even if that isn’t traditional for that type of sweater. I also know that the bust measurement is going to be slightly less than the hip measurement.
I still had decisions that needed to be made though. What should the hip measurement be? In an informal poll at SnB I found that despite my larger size than everyone else, a few others have roughly the same bust/hip differences that I do and to my knowledge they don’t normally knit a larger sized bottom to their sweaters. Though the initial reaction to my measurements was to put more ease into the hip area of the sweater than into the bust area. Yet, very few of my store bought tops (sweaters and tees alike) have larger bottoms than the chest, even those that are shaped. The tops that I do have that were cut bottom heavy I dislike the fit of. I think they look like maternity tops when I wear them. The only exception is a CJ Banks sweater that has a few extra ribs at the bottom; but it is a ribbed sweater so it just skims your natural curves. I was actually surprised to note that they bothered to shape the sweater. That is often a rarity in moderately priced store bought knits in my experience. So I’m reluctant to even match my chest ease at the hips. That would make for an obviously tent shaped A-line garment. Plus, books like Righetti advocate negative ease at the hip to avoid sweater growth. Though I suspect that is a better practice when using ribbing than a picot hem.
Of course if I am going to start with the sleeves, why hadn’t I cast-on and pondered these issues while working the sleeves? Well, because I of course couldn’t decide on the proper sleeve circumference either. I think I’ve settled on the wrist circumference. But what about the top circumference and arm hole depth? I was measured at 11 inches. Following the various books I’ve consulted it should be 12.5-13 inches deep. Measuring my sweaters I get 9.5-10 inches, though none are of a drop or modified drop construction, though their measures correspond pretty closely to those in KHBSP for their given construction methods. I obviously don’t want the sleeves so tight that it restricts movement and that is why drop and modified drop shoulder sweaters require a greater armhole depth. But, as a plus-sized woman with a decent chest, I don’t need a bunch of extra fabric bunched up around my arm pits either - not to mention that wouldn’t mesh with the silhouette if I’m giving it a bit of shaping. It has also been my experience that frequently once clothing gets up to the chest circumference in my neck of the woods the proportions and dimensions start to match up with a man’s body more than a woman’s. At this point I think I’ve decided to go with the 11 inch depth because I’m so short waisted the 12.75” armhole depth would have the sleeve coming straight out of my waist. Not to mention, even with a larger cuff than I normally care for, the increase rate of the sleeve was crazy. With the 11” depth and thus 22” sleeve circumference at the top the increase rate is a bit better.
At this point I was questioning and likely over thinking too much and it fed my procrastination. I needed something to pull me out of this spiral. Enter NaKnitSweMo (on Ravelery)! Corresponding with DH’s participation in NaNoWriMo, it is perfect. It also gives me a deadline (which I am moving up slightly so this sweater is done, washed, blocked, and dried in time to take it with me to MN when I leave on the 29th - I’m aiming for the 25th I think). I am allowing myself to continue to spin in this time period and I can continue on the socks I started while we were on vacation, but they are only to be knit on to give my hands a break from the bigger needles or when I am still on the sleeves and knitting in public. I am not allowed to seek out knitting in public as an excuse to avoid the sweater and the only reason I can knit the sock when working on the sleeves is that sleeves will require 8 balls of yarn attached, which I don’t consider very portable. In reality now that the sleeves have hit the lice section I think it’ll be portable enough for SnB tonight. Though given that I’m just starting the lice on the sleeves today I am having my doubts that this will be done before I leave for MN.
Wish me luck!



